Interesting day...

Okay. So I'm having a different kind of day from yesterday. Yesterday I was much more thoughtful and pensive of my Ghana trip. Today, I'm just tired of being at home. I hate being ehre, because all of my friends are at school, and all of the friends I once had at home I no longer keep in contact with. My feelings are kind of hurt because the girl that I consider to be my closest friend at home and one that I keep in contact with more than the other ones seems to be hanging out with a group of people and rarely calls me to join them. It kinda hurts my feelings because they hang out all the time. She doesn't even call me at all anymore. The only time we hang out is if I want to do something and I call her. Really pretty frustrating. Hm. Also, I finally got an email from Asamoah, my dear frind in Ghana, whom I believe is more than just a friend and will end up being in my life forever. It was wonderful to hear from him and know that he is thinking of me just as I am thinking of him. It's really hard though because no one really understands except people at school. I do not like being at home. I love my family, yes, but I don't like being here. I just want to get back to school. AH! So frustrated. Blah...I need to go have quiet time for a long time and really talk to God...but I'm having the hardest time doing that too...Not hard like not wanting to, but just having so much to pray about I just forget to pray about stuff I think. I need to keep a little prayer notebook I think, so that I will remember everything that I am supposed to pray about.
I joined a whole bunch of online survey things today to try and earn money for a program abroad. There are so many cool programs with this one company, and I really want to do it. I will pray about that a lot.

Any ideas would be great on ways to earn money fast...although I know if there were a magic way then this world wouldn't be as broken as it is...

I'm just in a wierd mood...